Guess this is #1

I have a second blog here, which is a little less obscure. Didn't realize this was so until I logged in and saw the familiar interface because like all good things, I lose my blogs once in a while and rarely use them.

Me me me. This is more me. That is, no this is. Oh, over here, this is...

It's all the same. Don't care! The advantage of this is privacy. Nobody knows, you know? Nobody knows who this is. So far.

I'll tell the truth: I put little focus or stock in a long distance relationship. I also put no trust in people who don't stand up for themselves, or who can't make a decision and stick to it. If they can't keep their story straight that's also difficult to respect. People who make radical life decisions involving organized crime... unlikely as it may seem... they just scare me.

My attentions are multifocused. I'm adjusting to that. I'm not going to firewall anyone off, although it's unlikely I'll ever trust someone who needs to control my personal information to feel secure or even just out of curiosity. Black hole of total information awareness, yuck.

There are other women out here as well as out there. I'm just going to take it a day at a time. Have some fun. See how everything feels. And, show good judgment.

Because trusting yourself and knowing yourself should involve the same brain cells.